with fading hope for me.
Defeat has come, my final bed.
I hope the pain will leave quickly.
They lied when telling of this fate,
They, with dreams both dark and small.
They said my heart would fill with hate.
Alas, they all were wrong.
My eyes, like shutters, concentrate
not on the past charades.
I see the grey skies ready now
To take me to my place.
Beneath the bedlam mountains lie,
basked in warming sun.
I see them and collapse in time.
Now out I go, and here I come.
